like when its different but its just not the same

note to self. dont take drugs from alice

Fri, 24 May 2013 16:43:22 +0100

note to self. dont take drugs from alice

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Wed, 22 May 2013 22:45:48 +0100

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Wed, 22 May 2013 22:45:01 +0100

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Wed, 22 May 2013 21:51:14 +0100

Bonino

Wed, 22 May 2013 21:50:03 +0100

Bonino

i want a cuddle

Wed, 22 May 2013 21:47:05 +0100

i want a cuddle

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Wed, 22 May 2013 21:23:03 +0100

just remembered that one of the main reasons i want to move out so badly is because we have to sell...

Wed, 22 May 2013 21:21:24 +0100

just remembered that one of the main reasons i want to move out so badly is because we have to sell this house anyway. somehow i had forgotten that, like it was in my mind that we were going to be selling it but i hadnt connected that in my brain to not living here anymore. the thought of selling this house brings me to tears. i dont want to walk by my driveway with all the flowers and look at the house and not be able to go in because its not mine anymore. i dont want to move somewhere else with my dad and pam. if i move out then i can ignore it all and just go and see dad and pam in their new house wherever it might be. but if i stay at home we might have to move out and then move into some rented place in the village before we buy somewhere else and move there. i dont want that at all. i want to hug the walls and the carpet and cling onto this house and this is stupid because its just bricks but i love it so much.