i would get more sleep the night before i left so i wouldnt be so quiet and tired when i arrived. i would be more attentive and let him show me affection. i would make more of an effort to make conversation and ask him more questions. i would laugh more and suggest we go for a walk or go skinny dipping at night. i would bring more nos. i would actually talk to him about what he feels or doesnt feel. when i tell him i hate him i would explain why. i would order a later taxi.